I love you Trevor. You will always be remembered and held dearly in my heart. And we will be reunited again... in time. Don't ever leave me again.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
A couple days ago I lost my best friend in the world. He meant more to me than a friend, he was my rock, my love and my hero. I was blessed to have him in my life. He arrived in time to help me through the toughest time of my life... and now he has been taken away and inadvertently created a new worst time in my life. He meant the world to me and I am so empty without him. You would have loved him. Heart of gold. Funny, sweet, smart, sexy, hot body, great butt and dick, he would love that I said that, and the person in my life I could always rely on, no matter what the problem was. He was suddenly ripped from my life and nobody really understands why. He is still watching over my shoulder and I am sure sounding as the voice of reason in my ear for the rest of my life until that day when it is my time to pass and he will be there to take my hand and we can walk together, side by side, into the bright white light. Until then, however, it will be painful to endure the thought that I won't ever get to see his charming smile or sultry and sexy voice ever again. My heart is aching and my world feels ready to crumble. I dunno... I am lost without him.