Sunday, October 17, 2010

Best Friend

A couple days ago I lost my best friend in the world.  He meant more to me than a friend, he was my rock, my love and my hero.  I was blessed to have him in my life.  He arrived in time to help me through the toughest time of my life... and now he has been taken away and inadvertently created a new worst time in my life.  He meant the world to me and I am so empty without him.  You would have loved him.  Heart of gold.  Funny, sweet, smart, sexy, hot body, great butt and dick, he would love that I said that, and the person in my life I could always rely on, no matter what the problem was.  He was suddenly ripped from my life and nobody really understands why.  He is still watching over my shoulder and I am sure sounding as the voice of reason in my ear for the rest of my life until that day when it is my time to pass and he will be there to take my hand and we can walk together, side by side, into the bright white light. Until then, however, it will be painful to endure the thought that I won't ever get to see his charming smile or sultry and sexy voice ever again.  My heart is aching and my world feels ready to crumble.  I dunno... I am lost without him.

I love you Trevor. You will always be remembered and held dearly in my heart.  And we will be reunited again... in time.  Don't ever leave me again.

9 comments:

  1. Hey Craig
    You've been going through a rough time of late. Remain strong. I think the view you've adopted is that separation is merely temporary is a good one. Not much more to say other than I'm sorry for your loss.

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  2. Like wise Craig, sorry for the loss of your best mate. They truly are soem of the closest pieces of family we have. Thoughts are with you.

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  3. Condolences for your loss. Remember death doesn't end a relationship...Mermories are forever

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  4. Craig, sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. i know its hard now but always remember all the good times you both shared Take care and surround yourself with all the other people in your life that care for and about you.. Marlowe

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  5. Craig, just joined your blog & saddened to read about Trevor's passing. What happened? I lost 1 of my best friends in 1993 & still think about him. Just try to remember the best times you had with Trevor and it will help to ease the pain. It won't make it just go away, like a cold, but it'll help.

    On a side note, you have to be one of the most beautiful men I've ever seen - & not just in porn! You are hot & gorgeous! Would love to know more about you. Also think you should top more in your videos. Your dick is always hard, so you need to ram some of those pretty boys! WOOF!

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  6. jack, you are awesome! thank you for the story about your loss and the side note makes me happy. i should totally top more and ram pretty boy holes! i do it at home, why not in the movies?! cum by sometime and see for yourself!

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  7. Craig,
    I just found your blog and am so sad to hear about your best friend. I don't know what I would do if I lost mine. I'll pray for you, and that better times will come your way soon.

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  8. Craig, Your so gorgeous. I know I love you

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