Wednesday, March 23, 2011

On The Road To Redemption

So... it has been a long few months away.  I have had the toughest time trying to move past the loss of my best friend and closest person to me in my life.  The pain will probably always linger but I am not hampered by it so much anymore.  I am starting to feel normal again, to feel things, to want to take care of myself and return to humanity.  Started workouts again, started to see people and socialize again... might even be sorta seeing someone...tentatively as I re-connect to my emotions and feelings and discover what I feel and careful not to bring someone who could be an important part of my life into a cesspool of emotional gunk I need to clean up before I can move forward in a healthy fashion. So far so good, steady as she goes.

Next goal for me is to be back in shape in time to film movies set for April and/or May for Hot House.  I would love to be involved in these projects... but nobody likes a fatty flabster to get off to so I need to work hard and motivate to be in shape in time.  Any motivating workout buddies around to help out?

I will try to get back to my routine and be a little more consistent with blogging and updating my site.  No promises but that is what I am progressing toward.

Thanks for all of the love and support I received from you all over these trying times.  Best Wishes


  1. Glad to hear you are moving on Craig! I know it must have been very tough but you are a strong guy; I just know you are! I know you have what it takes to make it all the way through and survive this. I support you all the way. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help!

    Big hug'

  2. Hi Craig
    I'm just a faceless unknown nobody. But just wanted to say it's great to hear you are back on the road to recovery figuratively speaking.

    Just a couple of things I'd like to mention
    1) You were the reason I joined Hothouse (I joined for 3 months), then you underwent major traumas in your life, and I didn't bother to renew my membership. When you get back to making appearances, I'll renew my membership again.

    2) I'm sure you won't have any difficulty in finding a workout partner (wish I could be one, maybe in another lifetime perhaps). One idea for motivation, you could always organise a cam session for your fans, and listen to their take on your God given masculine presence. Maybe their comments may motivate you to train harder than you otherwise would have.

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  4. Your work is so important, but you are even more so. Take your time... all the love and support you receive are naturally flowing from the universe.... it takes and then it gives.

  5. Glad to see you back on your blog, Craig, and back in action, too! I'll take your hot ass over these twinky guys any day! Wow, you really had a tough time at the end of last year, didn't you? I know how that goes! Shit always seems to come down you at once. Please take care of yourself! You're the hottest man in porn!