So... it has been a long few months away. I have had the toughest time trying to move past the loss of my best friend and closest person to me in my life. The pain will probably always linger but I am not hampered by it so much anymore. I am starting to feel normal again, to feel things, to want to take care of myself and return to humanity. Started workouts again, started to see people and socialize again... might even be sorta seeing someone...tentatively as I re-connect to my emotions and feelings and discover what I feel and careful not to bring someone who could be an important part of my life into a cesspool of emotional gunk I need to clean up before I can move forward in a healthy fashion. So far so good, steady as she goes.
Next goal for me is to be back in shape in time to film movies set for April and/or May for Hot House. I would love to be involved in these projects... but nobody likes a fatty flabster to get off to so I need to work hard and motivate to be in shape in time. Any motivating workout buddies around to help out?
I will try to get back to my routine and be a little more consistent with blogging and updating my site. No promises but that is what I am progressing toward.
Thanks for all of the love and support I received from you all over these trying times. Best Wishes